Here is my heart, please crap on it and then stomp on it...

so all I want to do is go home for Christmas... and I just got a job and it's a temp job so apparently I wont get any personal time for the first three months. So there goes everything that I want, out the fricken window. Damn it! I miss my parents more than anything and all I want to do is go home. I have no idea when my parents will be able to come down here so I would like to get up there to see them buuuuuut. FUCK.

Two and a half down, two and a half to go!

Yes, I'm counting down the work days I have left! I really can't believe that this weekend... in 3 days, Darin's parents arrive to help us move down to Florida! Ick ick, I'm getting sick too. I hope I don't get really sick... We are supposed to go out to dinner on Friday with our friends, I really really want to go! We are going to be getting the best Chinese food ever!! Well, in Vermont that is! ha ha ha! Saturday Morning we are going to a field hockey game, I'm hoping that the weather holds out, I really can't wait to watch a field hockey game again! I have to get a dresser from my aunt for my mom and then take my mom's dresser.... I have to go through all my stuff at my parents house still... ohhhhhh so much to do, so little time!! I'm starting to get anxiety just thinking about all that needs to be done! Good thing that Darin is on it and has been master packer!! He also has Friday off to do even more packing, blahhhhh I hate packing!! It's kinda depressing for me!
I just have to keep thinking, warm weather, beaches, cheaper living, more opportunity. Ohhh can we just get this next week over with? All I want is unlimited time with my parents, is that so much to ask? *tear*

passing time

the days are flying by before I move again... away from my home, away from all that is familiar, away from my family. I hate leaving my family! The memories flood my vision and its all I can do to hold back the tears. Sometimes I let a few sneak by, it does make me feel better but usually I'm at work and it doesn't look good to be sobbing at ones desk... not matter how much you hate your job! I'm on to a new adventure, I'm in Darin's shoes when he moved here with me... I knew where everything was and what the shortcuts are. Now I'll be the newbie learning that "living on a grid system is so much easier".... hmmm this little country girl likes the twisty roads and finds them comforting. I don't think living on a grid is easier... ahhh well. Life's an adventure and I'm taking things one step at a time! I'm just upset and slightly cranky , Darin might say more than slightly, because I hate leaving my family. We have all become so much closer now than we were before and so it hurts even more to leave this time around.
I think I just need to go home and have my wonderful husband hold me and tell me that everything will be alright. Ugh, I feel like such a big baby today!!

2 weeks notice

So I'm starting to think that giving two weeks notice is really not for the sake of the company you work for... it's for your own sanity. August 31 I told everyone I work with that September 25th would be my last day since I am moving to Florida... now today I'm starting to think that maybe I should have waited until next week to tell them, since all it takes is two weeks for me to be completley ready to get the heck outta here! The only person (out of 4) that I work with that I am sad to leave is leaving the same day I am! Everyone else drives me up the wall! Ahhh! oh well, only 11 more work days until I'm forever done with the job!!! Wahoooooo!!!!!

pictures before bed

So I was just inspired to play in photoshop for the past few hours! I thought I'd share the three pictures that I worked on!

go me..

Darin and I went hiking yesterday with my parents and Elsa! She was such a good mountain climbing dog! Never once did anyone have to pick her up! she climbed up three foot walls of stone! I'm still tired today and I'm sore too! Ohh I think I will be going to bed really really soon!

here we go!

sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo Darin and I had a wonderful time in Florida...... annnnnd he misses living there very very much... I loved it there... soooo we miiiiiiiiight be moving down there! =) We are trying to figure everything out and see if it is a good decision or not. We are weighing all of our options and we should be making a decision fairly soon. I got to meet Darin's friends and we all got along very very well! I don't really have any friends in Vermont... I think I was just really friends with a lot of people before because we went to school together.

Yeah, so if we decide that we want to move and do it right away.... we will be moving just in time for Hurricane season! Yay... I think?

Florida

Me at the Tampa Aquarium

A lighthouse that I climbed
The fort in St. Augustine
Darin looking cute on the beach!

Off to bed!!

my little donut dog!

Well, the other day I woke up with Elsa all cuddled into me in bed. She is a total snuggle bug and I just love her! I am going to miss her a lot this coming week when I'm in Florida!! In 24 hours I will be in Florida, off the plane and probably waiting for my luggage! I can't wait!! Bring on the heat and humidity!!! The bad news is that my one good pair of shorts went through the wash and came out with blue crap all over them, I have no clue where it came from!! Waaa! Hopefully it will either come out today or I will be able to find some more shorts in Florida! Ahhh!

rough Friday

Well, today I woke up to go to a funeral. The funeral for my 30 year old Uncle. I'm not going to go into it too much, I did that earlier. I will tell you a few things, he was cremated and my Dad built the wooden box to hold his ashes. The wood was from a tree that my Dad cut down that was in my Grandmothers front yard. Now this tree was one that my Uncle had climbed many times growing up. My Mom made a lining for the box out of material that she had used to make him one of his favorite shirts years ago. Many people had pictures to put in the box as well, pictures of him and pictures of his favorite dog he had growing up. He will be missed and we loved him very much.

More pictures!

Me and my dad and my brother when we were all a lot younger!

The coolest god-rays ever!!

me in kindergarten

twitter....

ohh man... so maybe I will keep it up just a bit... not very often, I'm not promising anything with it. Kyle, this one's for you!

Just some pictures!

Photos by me, photoshopping by Darin!

please oh please?

Please can I go play on the beach now? It's all I'm really asking, I just want to dig my toes into the sand and forget about my boring monotonous job. I want to wake up in the morning and put my bikini on and forget about cold weather and dreariness. Please? Instead of playing solitaire at my desk I'd like to play tic-tac-toe in the sand with Darin. I just want to feel the sun hug me with it's warmth. I want to wear shorts and flip-flops every day. I want to have a week away from my job.
Can't I be there yet? 5 days and 20 hours before our plane leaves.... and it can't come any quicker! After today, three more work days! YAY!!!

some greenery

This little fern I dug up and brought into work about two months ago... it was living under my porch steps and now it loves it at work! It used to be just three little fern arms sticking up, it sure is loving the sun and regular water it gets now.

A little sunshine for today

Today my boss brought in a ton of flowers for the office and my job is to arrange them. There were extras today so they ended up on my desk!
Enjoy!!

strange things are happening

well, yesterday I found out that my uncle has cancer.... everywhere. But that's what happens when you drink and smoke and do god only know what else every day. I knew he probably wouldn't last very long since I haven't talked to him in the past 10(?) years once when he was sober. He was kinda fun to talk to on the phone since he rambled on about things that never made sense to me. The only thing that was very apparent through all the garbage spewing from his mouth was how much he loved his family. Most of our family has not kept in touch with him very well because of his alcohol and drug abuse. He would always tell me that he loved my mom very much and she was the best sister he had. He would tell me that he missed my other uncle and that he wished they got to see each other more. He would ask about his mom, who has Alzheimer’s, and tell me how she was the best mom anyone could ever have.

Well, about 10 minutes ago I got a call from my Dad, here at work, telling me that my uncle died around 12:15. I knew it was coming but it's still a shock because I only found out he was sick yesterday. Yesterday all I knew was that he had cancer and it was in his throat, lungs, kidney and liver as far as the doctors knew. He was in a lot of pain and he was on pain medication. It's just crazy that someone can be gone so fast. The last time I saw my uncle was over 12 years ago....

Honeymoon part 2?

So Darin and I leave in roughly 7 days and 20 1/2 hours.... buuuuut who's counting!?!?!? I got a new summer dress over the weekend for the trip and I have another one on the way in the mail, I've got my fingers crossed that it will arrive in time!

I did make a crazy cool painting on Saturday with Darin and I neeeed to take a picture of it and post it up here for you all to see! I love it and I hope you do too!!

I've been eating a lot healthier this last week in hopes to have a better bikini body for Florida... I know, kinda last minute to decided that two weeks before the vacation... buuuut I didn't know we were going until then! Good news is that after one week of me eating better and exercising a bit I have lost 3 pounds!! Crazy!! I wonder what this week will bring me!

Love you all!

Florida Anyone?

So yes it's true! Darin and I are headed off to Florida in about 10 days and 17 hours!!! (But who's counting, right?) I've been eating much healthier and smaller portions because I want to look good in my bikini!! Last summer I was in such good shape from roofing with my dad! Ohhh if only I could get my legs to be like they were last summer!! ha ha ha! Fat chance! Oh well, I'll just chow down on my humongous salad that is fantastic!!
Don't worry, there will be pictures going up from Florida after I get back!!
Love you!!

more pictures

Well, the day wouldn't be complete without me playing on Darin's computer >_<

free falling

I want to paint images at work. Make them look like photographs. I want to play in a dark room and make miracles on paper. I want to stand in a field and watch the wind play with fabric as I capture it with my camera. I want sunlight to dance on my subjects and make them glow. I want desolate places to photograph.
I have so many ideas, I don't want them to disappear. I want to make them real. I want to show people my vision of this world. I want to create art on a daily basis. I want to always feel inspired.

photo time?

So I got an alumni letter from Brooks and so from there I started looking at the brooks website.... and now I want to go shoot! Damn them!!! Noo, it's not a bad thing! I really should go do it, I need a creative outlet. I want to go take a class at brooks and have all my time sucked up into it... ooohhh how fun that would be right now!! I wish I wish!! Ahh, I wish for fun locations, models who know about posing, strobes, people to hold my reflectors in the right spots.. okkkaaayyy now I'm getting myself all worked up. I want to run home and grab my equipment and go crazy! Maybe I will try something with some sort of a seamless and house lamps.... hmmm I could work that. We'll see, Darin has to be willing to be helper/model... maybe I can bribe him with brownies! ;) I really want to go spend hours in the studio turning out fun images using wonderous equipment that I might not ever be able to afford!! Damnnnn I had it so good! I never even knew it!!!

I will now be accepting donations to buy some ridiculous equipment that will keep me occupied in my free time! he he he!
<3

hello again

This is our little family... and we are so fun!

Yeah, I'm really cool... I really need to get a new computer so When I want to play with photobooth I can use my own computer instead of loading down Darin's computer with pictures like this! ha ha ha

We are an amazing couple! You know you miss us!!!

Darin married me for my beauty.... umm what???

She growled at me when I tried to pick her up to take more pictures, what a poop!

fdg3ef <---- that's from Elsa... she just ran across my keyboard! And the picture shows just how crazy and silly she is! Oh how I love my puppy!!

So I thought that you all needed a little bit of a reminder of just how much of a dork I am! I miss you and I love you all!! he he he!

Life is changing!

Everyday is different, everyday is an adventure. Everyday my life changes a little bit more. Hopefully the future holds good things! So far, it's looking great!

camera wants

So since I gave my mom my film SLR when I started with digital at Brooks and then my dad took back my 30D 7 or 8 months ago I've felt kinda lost. I have no real camera. Sure I love my little point and shoot but it's not the same. And sure I can borrow Darin's camera anytime.. buuut once again, it's not the same. I've been doing some thinking recently and I think I need to save up to get myself a new digital SLR, canon of course. I'm thinking a 40D... or maybe the 50D? I saw that on Costco's website... I dunno, it's around $1,000 for just the body so we will have some time yet before I actually make the purchase! Now if I didn't have any credit card debt I could buy one next week... poop!! I hate you credit cards!!!!

oh well, someday I hope to have a camera of my own again... until then I'll just cry over them in the stores! :'(

home alone

So I'm alone tonight so I thought that I'd do some work on a photo that I took of my car on the way home today. The steelies are back on the car with the hubcaps since I got a screw stuck in my tire on the Rotas... I was having to fill up my tire everyday from almost completely flat. That got old really really fast. I have no free time so I have yet to get it fixed. 

Well, I hope you enjoy the image!!

Love you!!

PHOTOS!! Yay!!

This is just a little house that I saw the other day and I liked the sky and how green it's getting out!!

And on to the Garden photos!! We have our tomato plants in and the pepper plants and the zucchini plants in that my lovely Marielle bought for us!

Zucchini

Pepper 

Oregano! 

overview of the garden!

I'm excited that we have plants in the ground and that in a few months we will have produce! Yay!

hi friends!

So I'm at work >_< I can't wait to get out of here because it's FRIDAY!!! Wahoo!!! The poopy thing is that poor little Darin is sick and I want to go home and take care of him! Now if only I could go home when I got all of my stuff done at work.. um yeah, I'd be home right now! LOL. Anyway, I got a new point and shoot digital camera!! I love it! It's a Canon, duh, the powershot SD780 IS.... so sexy! It's the flat black one. It has 12.1 mega pixels and everything comes out looking really nice! I took a few photos the other day and I have yet to put them up online or even on my computer. I'm slacking!! Well, yesterday I played in the garden and planted 5 tomato plants, 5 pepper plants and 6 zucchini plants! Annnnnd we got a frost last night but I covered up all of my plants with plastic or towels and I'm hoping that they survived!! I will have to venture out there when I get home and take some pictures and post them up here! yeah, hopefully I'll actually go through with that! Someone kick me in the ass when I get home and tell me to go take some freaking photos of my garden and post them!! Seriously tho... do it!
Love you!!!

a promised picture!

So here is I think one of my favorite pictures from our honeymoon. I love this picture but it makes me sad as hell to look at it because I miss you all so very much! I wish we could afford to come visit a lot more often.

Okay, so here it is hours later that I come back to this post.... well, I've been looking at the Markree Castle in Sligo Ireland... My Dad's friend Sean is getting married there this summer.... annnnnd my parents are going to the wedding. Blah, I want to go toooooo!!! It's so beautiful!!! Someday Darin and I will get to go there for fun!

*sigh* Back to work...

Just a little something to get through the afternoon!

So Darin and I went to get creamees (soft serve ice cream for all of you non-vermonters) last week and there was a broken bench in the park by our house so we had to stop for a photo op! LOL! I thought it was perfect!! ha ha ha!! The best part was as he was sitting there the bench was breaking more and more!! It was so funny! I hope you all enjoy it as much as I did!

Don't read this, I'm just angry at my job...

The frustration is mounting. I can't hold on to my good mood any longer. I'm bored out of my mind. I hate my job. The money is good, but that's not enough to make me want to stay. I like maybe two out of the 4 people that I work with. One of those two drives me nuts most of the time and the other person is awesome. The other two people I work with? Forget it. They can drive me nuts when they aren't even in the office... when they are in Colorado... I hate it. I called my mom crying today because everything thing that I could be doing I can't because one person makes everything so very difficult for others to do while she is gone. There is only so much that a person can do with this job... I need to keep busy otherwise I get angry because I'm so freaking bored. I hate it I hate it I hate it. I'm dizzy with the anger that this job fills me with. I'm starting to be cranky at home because I have shitty days after shitty days. It's not fair to Darin. It's not fair to me to have my work crap run over into my personal life. I try so hard to be happy when I'm home and not let work crap bother me so much, but I'm sitting here at my desk wanting to crumble and cry. Wanting to fall into a heap and disappear. I wish I was independently wealthy so I could do something fun all day even if it paid crap. I can wish all I want but this shit won't change. Unless i get out of this state I will be stuck in low paying crappy jobs for ever. There is nothing out here for jobs or opportunity, and shit's not cheap out here either! FUCK!

I need to unwind and go home and relax in a place where I feel comfortable.

work sucks, I want to go home!

Well, I'm sitting here at work supposed to be doing something amazing... but I'm not. Oh well, fire me. I won't be that heartbroken... just my pocket will be. I'm feeling pretty darn lonely today as I'm the only person here in the entire office, hence the blogging. I really want to go home. Oh and I'd like to thank Facebook for reminding me that all my friends are in California, yeah, thanks a bunch. I have a few friends out here but nothing like you guys in California. I have a lot of stuff going on right now and I'd love to talk to you about it all buuuut, the Internet just isn't the right place for it. I called my friend (supposed to be "best") last night because I needed to talk to someone since Darin was at work and she blew me off. Not very nicely either. I understand that she has a lot going on right now in her life too, but I can't always listen. I have the same needs too. Friendships are supposed to be two ways. Oh well. (I'm not really over it, but I'm sure you don't want me to keep going) So our friend Josh ended up coming over last night to have dinner with me, and I've been super moody the past few days and every time I'd start letting my feelings out he'd change the subject... so I stopped trying. No point anyway. These next few weeks will be pretty stressful for me personally because a lot of stuff with straighten itself out one way or another.
Oh I wish it was 4, then I could leave and go home. well, 4 more hours! yay. I hope my mood picks up soon because I hate being grouchy when I'm with Darin, I feel super bad about it.
Love to whoever reads this!

California Loving

Soooo since Darin and I have come back from California we have started talking about when we will move back... it's really only a matter of time. Now if only money wasn't a problem... we would be there now! We have things that we need to do before we were to move again, get out of debt being one thing. Save up money for another thing... Look for jobs out there... housing.. you know. Find a place that we can afford to live in. It's all easier said than done. Plus if we were to move within a year we wouldn't be able to start a family right away and that is something that we really want to do. Ah well, I will keep you all updated!

It was absolutely wonderful to see everyone again! I really miss you guys and I wish we all lived closer together (hence us moving back). I will be hopefully putting a few of my favorite pictures up here soon and all pictures up on flickr soon!

I'm counting down...

19 hours, 56 minutes...

So on my way to work this morning I almost started crying because I'm so excited to see everyone again!! And so soon!! Tomorrow!!! I really can't wait! I would leave right now if I could buuuuuuttttt... I have to work today and then I need to gather up the last of my stuff for the trip and then we are staying at my parents house tonight because my dad is bringing us to the airport in the early morning. I think I might get a tummy ache before the day is over just from excitement! Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!! I can hardly contain it!!

19 hours 52 minutes.... (until our plane leaves VT!)

California!

So, Darin and i leave on Tuesday... at the buttcrack of dawn, for CALIFORNIA!!!!! Can you tell, I'm freaking excited!!! I miss you Long Beach airport! I miss you ocean! I miss you sun! I miss you friends!!!!!!! I miss you crazy mountains! I miss you awesomeness of California!! I miss you blenders!! So today Darin and I have to start packing... I work tomorrow so I have to get almost all packed today! We also need to get a few things before we leave, so a trip to the mall will be in the works for today. Unfortunately we will not be able to play tennis again today as it rained last night and the courts are all wet.. and it's cloudy and like 50 so they won't be drying up anytime soon. Poo! Oh, and I got my first sunburn of the year yesterday... owie! Luckily it's not too bad of one! I just have to keep the aloe on it and hopefully it will turn brown! Keep your fingers crossed!!! Don't hold your breath tho, I don't tan as well as Darin does! LOL! I'm freaking white! ha ha ha! Darin is pretty white too. Hiding in VT, the second rainiest place in the US (first being Seattle), will make you pretty white... and there is no beach to go layout at to get a tan whenever you want!

I'm excited excited excited excited excited excited excited excited!!!!!!!!!!!!!! See you all very soon!!!!! Tuesday at 12ish to be more exact! LOL

TGIF

So I'm super happy it's Friday!! I have the weekend to prepare for our trip and then I just have to work on Monday and then we are off!! Wahoo!!! I'm starting to get all jittery and excited! We leave in about 3 days and 17 hours.... but who's counting? LOL I can't wait to see everyone and be back in California! I really want to get some tart yogurt at McConnells... I'm going to surprise Bob and just walk in.. should be really fun! Ohhh I have so many ideas for that trip and I can't wait! If only time would move along a little bit faster!

Ohhhh! And Justin graduates from Brooks this weekend!!!! I wish we could be there for that! Damn it! We just miss everyone's graduations!! I hope you all know that we still love you very much even though we couldn't be there! I'm like beside myself just thinking about seeing all my friends again!!

I'll be in Long Beach around noon on Tuesday.. be there or be square!

I got MARRIED!!!

So Darin and I finally tied the knot on Saturday! I couldn't be any happier!!

We have the wedding photos up on flickr for everyone to see!! We will also be posting up photos of the honeymoon in a week when we leave! So keep checking back!

Alright, I really need to go to bed since I have to be up at 6am... eww. I will try to be better with my blogging!!

Love you all!!

10 days!

So it's 10 days until the wedding and there is snow on the ground.... boo! It's APRIL!!! I want warmth and sunshine! Oh well, it'll be here innn..... August? lol. I really was hoping that it would be nice out and I could get married outside. Oh well, inside is just as fine! So everything is really coming together for the wedding... I'm getting my eyes checked this weekend, haircut next week on friday and then my girls and I are getting the flowers and some food for the next day.

I really can't believe the wedding is only 10 days away!!! It's getting so close!

Also, I'm posting a picture of myself from a week ago? Maybe two weeks ago... hmmm I don't remember. Oh well!

It's my birthday!!

It's my birthday today!! I'm 23 and I will be married in 12 days!! Oh my goodness!! I'm just so excited! I had a really great day today, I helped my dad with the roof on my parents house and in the process I helped my good friend Josh get a job with my dad! Wahoo!! Then I hung out with Josh and I got my marriage license when Darin got out of work. Later we went and helped my dad do surgery on one of my parents chickens. It ate too much too fast and its food didn't digest and it got all hard and icky in its throat. So we had to cut it open and take the yuck out so it wouldn't starve to death. That was fun! I got to cuddle the chicky while Dad and Darin made up a spot for the chicky to live apart from the other chickens while it gets better! Then when I was leaving my parents shop I accidentally slammed my  hand in the door and I almost broke my ring finger on my left hand! Owie!! I guess I must have needed more excitement in my day so I hurt my hand! What a dork! >_< I will see you all in CA in 22 days!! YAY!!

I love my little car!

So here are my new wheels..... I freaking need to lower it. It just looks goofy being so tall! It makes the wheels look really small. LOL Oh well, it will happen soon enough! I just need to save up the $$ and then consider it done! I also want a little spoiler, the really little one! Annnnd I want eyelids for it and the Japanese tail lights. And maybe an intake and an exhaust. But we'll see what really happens because we want kids hella soon and they are kinda pricey! But I think the suspension is a must, otherwise it just looks really silly! Oh and some different lugnouts for sure! ha ha ha! And sorry for the crappyish quality of the image... i took it with my iPhone when I got to work today! he he he!

I love you all!!

15 Days until the wedding!!!! 25 Days until California!!!!

New Wheels!!!

Sooooo for my birthday, well an early birthday present, Darin and our wonderful friend Josh paired up and gave me Rota Slipstreams!! So pretty!!! I will have to get a photo tomorrow when I get home or after work sometime! They look super good on the car! Oh I'm really happy. 

Today was a good day at work, everything went well and I found out that I'm getting a $1 raise! Wahoo!! 

17 more days until the wedding!! Oh maaaaannnn I'm so freaking excited! Annnnndddd that means 27 days until CALIFORNIA!!!!!!

If you couldn't tell, I'm super happy right now! =)

work today

I feel as if my brain is total mush... I feel like a wilted flower needing water and sunlight. I'm lost in my computer doing data entry. Name. Address. Phone Number. Name. Address. Phone Number. Over and over again. I want to be saved. I want to play outside in the sunshine. No such luck today. Today I am trapt inside with only a glimpse of the outdoors. Today drags on forever. Today my prison ends in 1 1/2 hours.... today my prison pays me. Today I can be free.... not just yet. I need to do more... Name. Address. Phone Number. Name. Address. Phone Number.

not much to see here..

ummm iPhone is running my life now, i just sit back and let it do its thing! ha ha ha

24 until the wedding and 34 until the honeymoon!!! oh damnnnnn!!!

iPhone crazyness

sooooo Darin and I went to the ATT store this afternoon to check how much it would be for us to get iphones... and I convinced him to get them... well, I bought them, but whatever. We now have iPhones!!! Wahoo!!!!! My life just got sucked into it for a bit, lol. I'm typing this on my computer though, no way in hell I'm going to type it out on the iPhone.

I just thought I'd share this amazing news with all of you! he he he!

31 days until the wedding and 41 days until the honeymoon!!!!

must get more sleep

I went to bed super late last night and then I got up 5 hours later to put bread in the oven and then I slept for about 45 more minutes and took the bread out of the oven and got ready for work.... ewwww. I'm so tired. I want to put my head down on this keyboard and fall asleep. Actually, I want to go home and put on comfy clothes and take a nap on the couch. I don't know why I want to nap on the couch when I could just go back to bed... but I really feel like sleeping on the couch. I dunno, I'm weird. lol. Today will be long and I can't wait to go home.... annnnnnd it's only 9:30 am. Oh jeez, this really will be a long day!

frustration called work

oh it sucks. I have to renew something online for my boss..... annnnnd the user name and password that I was given by the tech support doesn't work on my computer. So I logged in on my bosses computer and changed the password thinking that I would be able to sign in on my computer then... no such luck. So then I go back to my bosses computer to log in there and do what I need to do and it doesn't work there either now. errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggggh!!! I'm frustrated...




sorry for the rant everyone! I hope to have something happy to tell you all later! ha

I told you so

I said I'd be back later.... yeah, still at work. lol. So I just pulled out my trusty little camera that I bought in 101 annnnnd it's all icky now. I brought soup to work yesterday for lunch and some of it spilled in my purse, tragedy I know, but it got on my camera and I didn't notice until now. The buttons on the top are all stuck and goopy! ewwww! It needs a serious cleaning, and a new battery. The one it has in it can't hold a charge for more than a week.... and I don't use it all the time, not even everyday! Maybe I should be lazy and just buy a new one... hrrmmmmm. I dunno, lazy is more expensive... but I dunno. I think I really should be taking at least one photo a day and posting it up here. I'm sure there will be a lot of photos of my doggie then! lol.
hmmmm, I should find something productive to do for the last hour I'm here....

more later, I'm sure of it. At the very least I will try to get on here and put up the picture I took of myself a minute ago!

hmmm

So I think I need an excercise bike in my living room... then I can watch tv and not get fat. I watch tv everynight so I might as well do something while I'm watching tv! ha ha! I have been working on the coolest scarf I've ever tried to knit, I had put it aside a little bit ago because I was sick of knitting, but I've pulled it out again and I'm hoping that in the next month and a half I can get it done.... we'll see! I'm hoping that Darin will be able to bring it to California with him.... keep your fingers crossed people! Don't hold your breath.... I don't want you to pass out. Please. >_<
Well, it's a super productive morning.. ha ha ha, yeah right! I'm at work... I wish I was at home in bed because I'm super tired. Oh well, the weekend is the day after tomorrow! At least it's not Monday!!
Tonight I'm going to visit my parents and I need to try on my wedding dress and have my mom measure and pin where it needs to be hemmed. It's a bit too long, even with heels on. This is crazy, the wedding is just over a month away! I'm really pumped! I'm so very happy that I was at Justin's house those nights when Darin came over. Really, I owe it all to Justin and Kyle. If it weren't for those two, who knows. I might not have ever met Darin!! Scary!! I love you both very much and I wish we all lived closer together again. Honestly I miss watching everyone play video games at Justin's, I miss the trips to LA, SF... frick, I miss it all! (Yeah yeah, we've all heard this before) I'll be visiting soon and we will have so much fun! I really think I need to make a huge effort to make it out to California at least once a year. I'm going to try my hardest, I promise!!

okay, work time... seriously. I might be back writing more later!

a day to be sick

So I came home early from work today because I wasn't feeling well... and Darin still isn't feeling well, he still has a fever.... he has been taking Tylenol and that helps for a little bit but then his fever goes up again... wahhh! I really wish there was something I could do to make him feel better! 

My little family

Hi! So I thought that I'd add a few photos to spice up my blog tonight! Darin is sick and I came home from work and made him soup for dinner. I'm trying to be a good wifey and help him get better! 

Puppy and I posed for a picture... well I was kinda holding her up because she was trying to lick my arm. She seriously gets her kicks licking peoples arms. So gross! It just makes you feel like you really really need a bath!

Oh, and it's really hard to get everyone in the picture! Darin is slouching because he's not feeling well and he's sleepy, and I'm sitting up straighter and higher trying to get in the picture. And then there's the puppy.... she just wanted to cuddle down between both of us... and lick my arm. eww. Oh man, we have such a cute family! If I do say so myself!! he he he!!

39 days until the wedding!!        49 days until California!!!!

I can't wait to see my SB family again!!!

When's the weekend?

So this morning I thought everything was under control like usual. I took my shower, got dressed and then Darin was like, "Errriiin??" And that's when I got worried. So I said, "yeeeeeessss??" and he comes around the corner with the smallest amount of soup in a container...  and that was going to be my lunch, except there wasn't really any left!! Oh no!!! So I had 5 minutes before I was supposed to leave and I had no lunch and nothing that I could just grab and bring with me. Soooooo I was really late to work because I need food. I don't have any extra money right now so I couldn't just stop by the store and pick something up.

Sooo tonight I made lemon chicken and asparagus with lemon butter. And I'm bringing it to work with me tomorrow! Yumm!

bye!

time is a tricky little thing

Wow, time has really flown by... just think, if I had stayed at Brooks I would have graduated (if everything went according to plan) last weekend! That just blows me away. I know leaving Brooks was the right thing for me. I have felt a lot happier (and sadder) since then... mostly happier though. I'm really not cut out for that life. I probably wouldn't be getting married in April! It probably would be further out. I miss everyone so very much! I miss the warmth and the sunshine too! I think I might end up out there yet. Life's not over! I have a really hard time busting out my camera since I left Brooks, and when I want to I never do because it's awfully boring here! sure, sure, we have beautiful farms and landscapes... but really, how many times do you want to photograph the same darn thing?! Yeah, a building is a building, but I have yet to find a building out here with as much character as ones in L.A. All this snow makes me want to put my camera away and wait... for what? I have no clue! I'm ready for spring, I'm ready for the plants to grow and bloom. I'm ready for blue skies to mean warmth!

I wish I could have been a fly on the wall at graduation last weekend. I would give almost anything to have been there. Even though I wasn't graduating I wish I could have been there to support the people I had class with for over a year.

I really envy people who have a purpose and know what they want to do in life. Like always, I haven't a clue! Well, besides being a great wife and mom. I know I need to work hard and provide for my family. I do like the job I have now, but I'm not sure it's what I want to do for the rest of my life. Well, we'll have to see what life brings!

The countdown continues!

45 days until the wedding!! 55 days until the honeymoon!!

Sunday

Oh so I wish weekends were three days long... it's Sunday and I'm not feeling having to go to work tomorrow. If only I could get paid the same amount and only work four days a week.... wouldn't  that be nice! Ah Well, I can just keep wishing!

So I had a dream that I was in SB last night and I wanted to cry when I woke up. No such luck, I'm still in the land of the cold and snow! Here's a little something for everyone! I took this a few weeks ago when we had super ridiculous icicles!!

Okay, we are off to Costco today to get some frozen chicken annnnnnnnnnnnndddd Churos!! You really can't go to Costco without getting a churo! Yum yum!!

Wedding hair

okay so I am growing my hair out so hopefully my bangs will be long enough by the wedding to get this haircut. I'm going to dye my hair lighter than it is normally but not the color that is in the picture. 

50 more days until the wedding!!! 60 days until the honeymoon!!! 

Wedding dress!

So since Justin demanded... here are two pictures of my wedding dress! Annnnnnnnd (tacky I know) the dress is strapless.... those straps are my bra straps >_<  eww!



And my parents thought I should wear these boots with the dress! ha ha ha!! And yes, my dog can fight crime with her eyes! ha ha ha!

After the wedding I will post pictures of everything. I want Darin to take some cool pictures of me in my dress and shoes. 

Kyle, I'm so very sorry but I don't think the shoes come in a 10.5 in mens.... you can always check zappos!! ha ha ha! 

Justin, why thank you sir! =)

Aw man, I'm soooo excited to see you guys again!! Korean BBQ anyone??? Yummmmm! Sushi? Oh dang, I'm hungry now! 

Dinner time!!! <3 

A picture! No way!

So I put up a picture of myself finally!  I took it today at work when I was super bored. I'm really going to try to put up some more photos so you all feel more like you are part of my life! 

Here's what my wedding shoes look like!!!

How cute are they!! I'm soooo excited about them!!! I asked my parents what they thought about them and my mom said they were okay and my dad said they were perfect! I agree with my dad ;) They are super comfy and they fit perfectly, I'm sooo glad I got them! I really didn't want to get boring old plain white shoes that I'm not excited about and I probably won't ever wear them again so I figured that I was going to get super cute shoes that I would wear again and again. I just love them!!

I have to go to bed early tonight... I stayed up super late last night but is was soo worth it! I got to talk to Kyle online for two hours and I'm super happy that I got to! I miss him so very much and I'm so pumped to get to see him in April!!! There will be lots of hugs to go around!

<3 

aw man

geeze, I need to put up some photos tonight on this bad boy... it's all plain and boring with no photo!!!

iPhone

sooooooooooooooo here I am at work super bored and a little frustrated because I have to try to teach myself the new software that we are hoping to get.... and Ijust found out that the calendar in the program sucks.... and that's one of the main reasons why we are getting new software... poop. I just hope we get this figured out soon, preferably before I fall asleep on my desk!

And that brings me to the title of this post, iPhone. I want one. I could be posting this blog on my phone instead of my work computer that is a crappy pc that tries to die almost every day. I can't load Word without it crashing..... it sucks! I use word like 50 times a day!!! And I kinda want to be able to check my facebook while I'm at work with nothing to do without crashing our network... blaaaahhh

ah well... I'll write more tonight! Hopefully the rest of my day will be better!

short one before bed

so I'm super pumped right now because I just talked to kyle wong for almost two hours on ichat.. oh how I miss him!! We had lots of fun. I really can't wait to see him again in April, freaking over a year since the last time I saw him, boo. Anywho, it's really late and I need to be up at 6:15 am... eww. 

goodnight!!

it's been a few days!

So my life is pretty much been more of the same... work Monday through Friday, crash when I get home and then just enjoy my little time I get with Darin on the weekends. But he hasn't been working a lot at UPS lately so I've been able to get more time with him during the week and that has been really nice. I wish that either I could have good benefits with my job or Darin could have a good day job with benefits so he didn't have to work nights, I really miss having him around a lot more! 

I'm super pumped that I'm going to be in California in two months!! I'm sooooo excited to get to see all of my friends again, it has been way to long! I keep having dreams that I get to see you guys and I wake up sad because it was just a dream. wah! Like last night I had a dream that I got to see both Justin and Kyle and we were all so happy to see each other we couldn't stop hugging. I woke up pretty sad, let me tell you! I really wish we all lived closer so we could see each other a lot more often... this once a year shit is not cool!!! 

bah, I have to get ready for the day, I'm still in my jammies, annnd we have to babysit for my boss today from 3:45 to 10 pm! I better get ready!

I love you all!!

blah blah

so 61 more days until the wedding. I need to  buy my shoes (I found the ones I want), make an appointment to discuss flowers..... annnnd I think that really might be it! Wow. We have food pretty much all figured out, Darin has his suit and I have my dress. We need to get our music all planned out and figure out where everyone will stand during the ceremony. My parents house really isn't that big inside! 

okay.... that's it for today, my brain is wandering so I'm going to stop blogging for today!

<3 

Lover's Day!

So it technically is Valentines day! I actually am happy about it this year... I think it's the first year I've been excited about it since elementary school. Darin and I already exchanged cards and I got him a book about samurais! He got me something too but it's not here yet! Buuut he did get me a new cable release for my 4x5!!! I'm super duper excited about that!!! It's just like the old one that I had that was really long that was busted from getting stuck in the case. I love it!! I need to drag my 4x5 out sometime when it gets a bit warmer and go shoot. I really miss it, oh I just live that camera!

Happy Lover's Day Everyone!!!

yummy pie!

So Yesterday I got everything I needed to make a reaspberry pie... or so I thought! I was almost home and I remembered that I needed crisco... and the country store didn't have any. Soooo I couldn't make a pie yesterday.. but I made it tonight!!! And it is ready to be eaten! Yummmmm!!! So it was cooked a little too long but it was still amazing!!! I love raspberry pie! I bet you wish you were here to get a piece of this pie!! yummm!!!

loves!!

wedding presents already?!?!

So yesterday my parents asked Darin and I if we wanted new pots and pans for a wedding present and we were like, yeah sounds great! My mom is also sewing us a new quilt for our bed... I'm super excited for it! Today we went to visit my parents and my Mom yells out "your pots and pans are in the trunk of my car! Grab them and put them in your car to take home!!" Darin and I looked at each other and were like.... cool, we are getting them two months early! It was pretty exciting! And then we cooked diner in one pot and we LOVE them! Costco is amazing. They are Costco brand and super sturdy and nice!

Okay, I'm sure you were really excited to hear about this!

p.s. 68 more days until the wedding!! Wahoo!

ha

okay, maybe no one reads this... oh well!

70 more days until I'm MARRIED!!!!!!

'Night

food time

So, I'm really really ready for it to get warm!!!! This morning when I drove by a thermometer it said it was -2 outside.... like 2 below ZERO!!! ewww!! And it was 8 am, blech. Today has been a pretty boring day, I did some research about a new program that we will be running at work. I really had no idea what I was really looking for so it wasn't very productive. Yeah. 

I'm trying to figure out what to eat for dinner.. hmmm. I don't really have much to eat that I don't have to cook... I really don't feel like cooking. Pretty much I don't want to cook dinner if it's just me, if Darin was here I'd probably be in the kitchen happily cooking dinner. Okay, I'm going to go eat.

Oh, and to the like one person who reads this... thank you!!

wowza

Sooo Darin told me that the Bank near our house almost got robbed..... and to make it crazier, I went to school with one of the kids that was a part of it... oh my. I mean, it's freaking VERMONT!! Nothing ever freaking happens here.... this freaks me out, seriously.

Here's the link if you want to read the article:

http://www.burlingtonfreepress.com/article/20090130/NEWS02/90129040&referrer=FRONTPAGECAROUSEL

yeah, messed up.

I'm out.

just some little thoughts...

so I need to bring some things into work to make my office my own... I have a picture, but I'm really not sure what else to bring in. Right now my desk is covered with animals that were hand carved in Africa that Uncle Frank brought back with him... but they are my Dad's and I really don't feel comfortable leaving them there over the weekend. Plus I want to make the space my own. I really need a clock for my desk, I guess that is on my list for this weekend... as for a glass. I need a water glass to keep at work and I really want to get a super cool one. I'm really not feeling all that eloquent right now. bahhh! Oh well! I also need to peruse my photos that I have on my computer to find a good one for my background on my work computer. If anyone wants to send me photos to hang at work it would be much appreciated!!

Loves!!

thursday already!!

I really can't believe that it's thursday already! Well, today in a meeting at work it felt like it was Friday afternoon.... oh well! I also can't believe that I haven't posted since monday!! Oh my! I love love love my job and every day people tell me that I'm doing an amazing job and that really makes me happy! 

Oh so today the commute to work and back was ridiculous! It took me about 50 minutes to get there this morning.... it's only about 18 miles for those of you who don't know how far away my work is... yeah. It took me an hour to get home tonight because people forget how to drive in the snow.... it was snowing lightly and there wasn't any snow buildup on the road. then best is when you find out who is at the front of the line holding everyone back... and probably nine times out of ten it's someone driving a Subaru! Oh it pisses me off!!! It's like, FUUUUCKKKK!!! Your can is all wheel drive!!!Mine is two wheel drive and I'm doing fine.. so FREAKING speed up!!!

okay! loves!!

crying on the inside

Ohhh I want to elope! Bahhh... buuuut we can't, people are coming and that wouldn't be right! Oh well, only 88 more days! I'm super duper excited!

I started my new job today and it went really well. I had a great day and I'm excited to go back tomorrow. Oh yes, lots of fun!

Okay, I'm watching tv right now and I'm feeling kinda brain-dead because I didn't get enough sleep last night. I'm really going to go to bed earlier tonight... I have to!

Loves!

champagne

yuup, I had two or three glasses of champagne tonight and Darin had two glasses of it. We didn't even finish the bottle! But yeah I'm feeling it, hopefully I won't be feeling it in the morning! 

oops!

So I totally forgot to blog yesterday! Ahhh! Today I finished up work with my Dad... I'm feeling a tiny bit sad about it but I know that I have a very good job now and I'm doing the right thing. I know I will miss my Dad a lot and miss the physical work buuuuuut I will be making good money and I will have a career! Also this job will be good for when I have babies! Oh life is changing and I'm excited!! 

Ohhhh so it's been so freaking cold recently. Like below zero....  by a lot. Last night it was down to -25... not cool. Yeah, right now weather.com says that it's -3 but it feels like -17! blah! The heater runs constantly because it's so cold outside. Annnnd the pipes froze last night... the ones that are in my bathroom! Brrrrr!! The floor is so cold in there that the water froze since the pipes sit on the floor. No one thought that they would freeze since they are in the house! So this morning my Dad and I thawed them out, yay fun! I have water again!! Wahoo!!

I drove Darin to work tonight because his car won't start; the battery is old and the cold killed it! So I'm picking him up from work when he gets out and then we are off to visit my bestest girl friend! We are going to Denny's to have some pancakes (yum!) and then we'll see what we do after that.

Okay, off to the shower!

tv

okay... so we got cable yesterday and it has already consumed my life... blahhh. I turned it on when I got home at 5 and I haven't really left the couch, oh boy. First TLC, then Discovery Channel, and now Animal Planet. Yuuup. More tv for me, then bed!

loves!

Darin's Birthday

so today Darin turned 23! I baked him cupcakes yesterday and so today I made the frosting! He had vanilla cupcakes with mini M&M's baked into them. Then there was chocolate frosting on them with one large M&M on top of them... oh so yummy! I made dinner too; sweet and sour chicken, jasmine rice, and green beans. My Dad came over for dinner and he brought a silly card for Darin and some movie tickets! My Mom was really sad she couldn't make it but it was girls night out in the office. She really was hoping that she could skip it... we missed her very much but I sent my Dad home with some cupcakes so she wouldn't miss out! 

'Night 'Night

new job

Soooo I had an interview today with my financial planner and another financial planner that he works with... they are looking for a secretary type person. So I made up my resume last night and I hemmed my dress pants as they were too long and tried to pull together some nice clothes and some shoes to wear. I was so nervous this morning; I didn't even eat any breakfast. I made it in there a little early and then the interview started. I'm always scared when interviewing for jobs where I really don't think I'm totally qualified, like this morning. I was afraid that my lack of a college education would hurt me... sure I went to brooks.... but I didn't graduate... and I went to Champlain... I was only there for one semester. So yeah, it doesn't looks so good. Oh well, I got a job that pays well and I'm not out a crap load of money for a degree. Yay! So now I have to go back tomorrow morning and work out the details... and get fingerprinted..... yuuuup. Since I will be working with other people's money I have to get fingerprinted, oh well. It's not like I care anyway, I haven't done anything bad so it's all gravy. 

Well, the response cards are coming in. Most people are coming and a few can't so far. It's really nothing that I didn't expect. I wanted some people, that I knew probably can't make it to the wedding, know that I was thinking of them and if for some reason they could make it that would be amazing. We will post photos of the wedding when it's all said and done so everyone can see them. 

Tomorrow is Darin's birthday! I baked cupcakes for him today (vanilla with m&m's in them). Tomorrow I will frost them with chocolate frosting. I'm still not sure what he wants for dinner so it seems like that might be a little last minute, oh well! My parents might be coming over for dinner too, that should be fun! Hopefully they will be able to make it.

okay, I have to go craft up something for Darin since I have no money! Wish me luck!!

<3 

road trip

so today we went on a spur of the moment road trip to New Hampshire! Wahoo! Darin and I hadn't been since the spring so it was fun. We went to a mall that has a Coach store.... yes I know, I'm obsessed. It was lots of fun. I saw a few things there that I really like but I'm hoping that they come out with some new stuff by the time I have some money. I'm not that sold on most of their purses right now and that makes me sad. Oh! Another thing that makes me sad, I can't seem to be able to load the Tiffany's web site, there is a thing that comes up every time that says something about there were to many redirects... it's annoying! I just want to look at pretty jewelry! It probably knows that I don't have any money and it won't let me on the site ... hmmm. Ah well, I will just keep trying.... although it's been giving me the same message for months now.

My Dad should be getting off the plane in Burlington around now! YAY! I missed him and I'm sure he had a ton of fun. I can't wait to hear about everything and see what he has made in the past week. 

OHHHH! Kinda big news! I have a job interview on Monday with a Financial planning firm... I'm hoping to be the new secretary! If all goes well I will get to wear pretty clothes to work every day and I will have money again! Yippieee!!! All I need to do is get a resume together and figure out what I'm going to wear.

Well, that's all for tonight. Sleep well!!

Friday

Well, it's friday! I went into Burlington today and spent some quality time with my bestest girl friend! We had lots of fun window shopping as we are both broke and unemployed.... ah well, I didn't really see anything I would have bought anyway even if I did have money. We decided that we will need to get pedicures soon when we both have money and jobs.. hopefully soon!! My friend has never had one and I have only ever have had one before so it should be lots of fun. 

soooo I'm kinda tired tonight and I'm off to bed after just a little blogging... maybe more tomorrow?

'Night!

photo

yaris
Originally uploaded by Erin O'Riordan

so I went over to my parents house today to plow the driveway for my mom so she could get home tonight but my uncle had beat me to it! he came over and plowed the driveway for me!! So I decided that I would take a photo of my car and then shovel the walkway for my mom. I came home and spent some time on photoshop working on this... not sure if I'm really done with it yet but I'm off to see my Mom so I'm done with it for now. maybe I'll pick it up again tonight or tomorrow, we'll see. If you have any suggestions please tell me!
Enjoy!

p.s.

oh yeah, I don't like how when you google my name all you get is this author with my same exact name and she writes erotic novels... hmm. weird. 

free time

Since my Dad is gone this week I have had a lot of free time on my hands. I worked three hours on Monday and then I was done for the week.. no if only it worked like this every week ;) Yeah, and if i could only pay my bills on three hours work a week, bahhh. 

So yesterday I helped my friend move into her new place and I took her shopping at Costco since she doesn't have her own membership. Then we all came back to my place and I cooked her and her boyfriend dinner, and cookies too! I do have popsicles in the freezer but I didn't feel like sharing so I made cookies to share. he he he! 

Today Darin didn't have to work at the store so he got to put a new radiator in his car... super fun. Yeah, I helped.... uh huh, I offered. I really did. He didn't need my help so I lounged in bed and then I moved to the couch... it was really stressful! ha ha ha! Tonight I'm going to keep my mommy company and help her make dinner. I'm bringing my latest sewing projects and a jacket I need to iron... mine is broken >_<>

Ohhhh Darin and I really really really need to take the Christmas tree down. I don't think it's been watered since before Christmas.... it's kinda super droopy! the ornaments are pulling the branches down and it just looks really sad. We said we would do it today but it never happened. Maybe when he gets home to night we will put it away, we'll see how tired he is! The tree doesn't look this happy anymore, that's for sure!

Well, Darin's birthday is on Tuesday... Ahhhh! I don't have any money or a present for him... but I'll make him dinner and cake. Later when I have money I can shower him with presents, he he he. Oh, and 100 more days until the wedding! I need to get my ring from my mom(must do tonight!), I need to get it sized, I need to pick out some flowers for me to hold, and I need to alter my dress... I think I'm going to wear some crazy colorful shoes with it because I don't want some boring white ones, colorful ones are more fun anyway! Darin needs to get a suit sometime soon... and then I think all we really need to do is start cooking and baking.. but we'll save that until we are much closer to the date! No one wants 4 month old food! eww! he he! Oh yeah, I don't think my friend was very impressed by me wanting to wear colorful shoes with my wedding dress.... but no one will see them unless I pick up my dress and I like the idea of different shoes! Ah well, I'm not trying to please her with my shoes! hmmmm I'm just worried that we won't have anyone to photograph the wedding, I don't need the whole professional wedding crap that everyone gets, I think if all else fail I'm going to Costco and buying a ton of disposable cameras and handing them out to everyone. I think that might be really cool! And of course we will get them online for everyone else to see them! I dunno, sometimes I really stress myself out too much about all of this.. and why? I haven't a clue! Well, in 100 days it will all be over and I won't have to stress about it ever again! 

Okay, time to see my mommy!

Loves!

funny thing

so my mom email me this earlier today and I got a kick out if it!

Enjoy!

INSTALLING A HUSBAND

Dear Tech Support, 

Last year I upgraded from Boyfriend 5.0 to Husband 1.0 and

Noticed a distinct slow down in overall system performance,

Particularly in the flower and jewelry applications,

Which operated flawlessly under Boyfriend 5.0 .

In addition, Husband 1.0 un-installed many other valuable

Programs, such as: Romance 9.5 and Personal Attention 6.5, 

And then installed undesirable programs such as : 

NBA 5.0, 

NFL 3.0 and Golf Clubs 4.1 

Also Conversation 8.0 no longer runs, and Housecleaning 2. 6 

Simply crashes the system. 

Please note that I have tried running Nagging 5.3 

To fix these problems, but to no avail. 

What can I do? 

Signed, Desperate. 

DEAR DESPERATE, 

First, keep in mind, 

· Boyfriend 5.0 is an Entertainment Package, while 

· Husband 1.0 is an operating system. 

Please enter command: ithoughtyoulovedme. HTML <>

And

Try to download Tears 6.2 and do not forget to

Install the Guilt 3.0 update. 

· If that application works as designed , 

Husband 1.0 should then automatically run

The applications Jewelry 2.0 and Flowers 3.5. 

However, remember, overuse of the above application

Can cause Husband 1.0 to default to 

Grumpy Silence 2.5 , Happy Hour 7.0 or Beer 6.1 . 

· Please note that Beer 6. 1 is a very bad program

That will download the Farting and Snoring Loudly Beta. 

Whatever you do, DO NOT under any circumstances install 

Mother-In-Law 1.0 (it runs a virus in the background that will

Eventually seize control of all your systems resources.) 

In addition, please do not attempt to reinstall the 

Boyfriend 5.0 -program These are unsupported

Applications and will crash Husband 1.0 .

In summary, Husband 1.0 is a great program,

But it does have limited memory and cannot learn

New applications quickly. You might consider

Buying additional software to improve memory

And performance. We recommend Cooking 3.0 and Hot Lingerie