Wow, time has really flown by... just think, if I had stayed at Brooks I would have graduated (if everything went according to plan) last weekend! That just blows me away. I know leaving Brooks was the right thing for me. I have felt a lot happier (and sadder) since then... mostly happier though. I'm really not cut out for that life. I probably wouldn't be getting married in April! It probably would be further out. I miss everyone so very much! I miss the warmth and the sunshine too! I think I might end up out there yet. Life's not over! I have a really hard time busting out my camera since I left Brooks, and when I want to I never do because it's awfully boring here! sure, sure, we have beautiful farms and landscapes... but really, how many times do you want to photograph the same darn thing?! Yeah, a building is a building, but I have yet to find a building out here with as much character as ones in L.A. All this snow makes me want to put my camera away and wait... for what? I have no clue! I'm ready for spring, I'm ready for the plants to grow and bloom. I'm ready for blue skies to mean warmth!
I wish I could have been a fly on the wall at graduation last weekend. I would give almost anything to have been there. Even though I wasn't graduating I wish I could have been there to support the people I had class with for over a year.
I really envy people who have a purpose and know what they want to do in life. Like always, I haven't a clue! Well, besides being a great wife and mom. I know I need to work hard and provide for my family. I do like the job I have now, but I'm not sure it's what I want to do for the rest of my life. Well, we'll have to see what life brings!
The countdown continues!
45 days until the wedding!! 55 days until the honeymoon!!
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