Well, I'm sitting here at work supposed to be doing something amazing... but I'm not. Oh well, fire me. I won't be that heartbroken... just my pocket will be. I'm feeling pretty darn lonely today as I'm the only person here in the entire office, hence the blogging. I really want to go home. Oh and I'd like to thank Facebook for reminding me that all my friends are in California, yeah, thanks a bunch. I have a few friends out here but nothing like you guys in California. I have a lot of stuff going on right now and I'd love to talk to you about it all buuuut, the Internet just isn't the right place for it. I called my friend (supposed to be "best") last night because I needed to talk to someone since Darin was at work and she blew me off. Not very nicely either. I understand that she has a lot going on right now in her life too, but I can't always listen. I have the same needs too. Friendships are supposed to be two ways. Oh well. (I'm not really over it, but I'm sure you don't want me to keep going) So our friend Josh ended up coming over last night to have dinner with me, and I've been super moody the past few days and every time I'd start letting my feelings out he'd change the subject... so I stopped trying. No point anyway. These next few weeks will be pretty stressful for me personally because a lot of stuff with straighten itself out one way or another.
Oh I wish it was 4, then I could leave and go home. well, 4 more hours! yay. I hope my mood picks up soon because I hate being grouchy when I'm with Darin, I feel super bad about it.
Love to whoever reads this!
i love you hunny!!!!
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