work today

I feel as if my brain is total mush... I feel like a wilted flower needing water and sunlight. I'm lost in my computer doing data entry. Name. Address. Phone Number. Name. Address. Phone Number. Over and over again. I want to be saved. I want to play outside in the sunshine. No such luck today. Today I am trapt inside with only a glimpse of the outdoors. Today drags on forever. Today my prison ends in 1 1/2 hours.... today my prison pays me. Today I can be free.... not just yet. I need to do more... Name. Address. Phone Number. Name. Address. Phone Number.

not much to see here..

ummm iPhone is running my life now, i just sit back and let it do its thing! ha ha ha

24 until the wedding and 34 until the honeymoon!!! oh damnnnnn!!!

iPhone crazyness

sooooo Darin and I went to the ATT store this afternoon to check how much it would be for us to get iphones... and I convinced him to get them... well, I bought them, but whatever. We now have iPhones!!! Wahoo!!!!! My life just got sucked into it for a bit, lol. I'm typing this on my computer though, no way in hell I'm going to type it out on the iPhone.

I just thought I'd share this amazing news with all of you! he he he!

31 days until the wedding and 41 days until the honeymoon!!!!

must get more sleep

I went to bed super late last night and then I got up 5 hours later to put bread in the oven and then I slept for about 45 more minutes and took the bread out of the oven and got ready for work.... ewwww. I'm so tired. I want to put my head down on this keyboard and fall asleep. Actually, I want to go home and put on comfy clothes and take a nap on the couch. I don't know why I want to nap on the couch when I could just go back to bed... but I really feel like sleeping on the couch. I dunno, I'm weird. lol. Today will be long and I can't wait to go home.... annnnnnd it's only 9:30 am. Oh jeez, this really will be a long day!

frustration called work

oh it sucks. I have to renew something online for my boss..... annnnnd the user name and password that I was given by the tech support doesn't work on my computer. So I logged in on my bosses computer and changed the password thinking that I would be able to sign in on my computer then... no such luck. So then I go back to my bosses computer to log in there and do what I need to do and it doesn't work there either now. errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggggh!!! I'm frustrated...




sorry for the rant everyone! I hope to have something happy to tell you all later! ha

I told you so

I said I'd be back later.... yeah, still at work. lol. So I just pulled out my trusty little camera that I bought in 101 annnnnd it's all icky now. I brought soup to work yesterday for lunch and some of it spilled in my purse, tragedy I know, but it got on my camera and I didn't notice until now. The buttons on the top are all stuck and goopy! ewwww! It needs a serious cleaning, and a new battery. The one it has in it can't hold a charge for more than a week.... and I don't use it all the time, not even everyday! Maybe I should be lazy and just buy a new one... hrrmmmmm. I dunno, lazy is more expensive... but I dunno. I think I really should be taking at least one photo a day and posting it up here. I'm sure there will be a lot of photos of my doggie then! lol.
hmmmm, I should find something productive to do for the last hour I'm here....

more later, I'm sure of it. At the very least I will try to get on here and put up the picture I took of myself a minute ago!

hmmm

So I think I need an excercise bike in my living room... then I can watch tv and not get fat. I watch tv everynight so I might as well do something while I'm watching tv! ha ha! I have been working on the coolest scarf I've ever tried to knit, I had put it aside a little bit ago because I was sick of knitting, but I've pulled it out again and I'm hoping that in the next month and a half I can get it done.... we'll see! I'm hoping that Darin will be able to bring it to California with him.... keep your fingers crossed people! Don't hold your breath.... I don't want you to pass out. Please. >_<
Well, it's a super productive morning.. ha ha ha, yeah right! I'm at work... I wish I was at home in bed because I'm super tired. Oh well, the weekend is the day after tomorrow! At least it's not Monday!!
Tonight I'm going to visit my parents and I need to try on my wedding dress and have my mom measure and pin where it needs to be hemmed. It's a bit too long, even with heels on. This is crazy, the wedding is just over a month away! I'm really pumped! I'm so very happy that I was at Justin's house those nights when Darin came over. Really, I owe it all to Justin and Kyle. If it weren't for those two, who knows. I might not have ever met Darin!! Scary!! I love you both very much and I wish we all lived closer together again. Honestly I miss watching everyone play video games at Justin's, I miss the trips to LA, SF... frick, I miss it all! (Yeah yeah, we've all heard this before) I'll be visiting soon and we will have so much fun! I really think I need to make a huge effort to make it out to California at least once a year. I'm going to try my hardest, I promise!!

okay, work time... seriously. I might be back writing more later!

a day to be sick

So I came home early from work today because I wasn't feeling well... and Darin still isn't feeling well, he still has a fever.... he has been taking Tylenol and that helps for a little bit but then his fever goes up again... wahhh! I really wish there was something I could do to make him feel better! 

My little family

Hi! So I thought that I'd add a few photos to spice up my blog tonight! Darin is sick and I came home from work and made him soup for dinner. I'm trying to be a good wifey and help him get better! 

Puppy and I posed for a picture... well I was kinda holding her up because she was trying to lick my arm. She seriously gets her kicks licking peoples arms. So gross! It just makes you feel like you really really need a bath!

Oh, and it's really hard to get everyone in the picture! Darin is slouching because he's not feeling well and he's sleepy, and I'm sitting up straighter and higher trying to get in the picture. And then there's the puppy.... she just wanted to cuddle down between both of us... and lick my arm. eww. Oh man, we have such a cute family! If I do say so myself!! he he he!!

39 days until the wedding!!        49 days until California!!!!

I can't wait to see my SB family again!!!

When's the weekend?

So this morning I thought everything was under control like usual. I took my shower, got dressed and then Darin was like, "Errriiin??" And that's when I got worried. So I said, "yeeeeeessss??" and he comes around the corner with the smallest amount of soup in a container...  and that was going to be my lunch, except there wasn't really any left!! Oh no!!! So I had 5 minutes before I was supposed to leave and I had no lunch and nothing that I could just grab and bring with me. Soooooo I was really late to work because I need food. I don't have any extra money right now so I couldn't just stop by the store and pick something up.

Sooo tonight I made lemon chicken and asparagus with lemon butter. And I'm bringing it to work with me tomorrow! Yumm!

bye!

time is a tricky little thing

Wow, time has really flown by... just think, if I had stayed at Brooks I would have graduated (if everything went according to plan) last weekend! That just blows me away. I know leaving Brooks was the right thing for me. I have felt a lot happier (and sadder) since then... mostly happier though. I'm really not cut out for that life. I probably wouldn't be getting married in April! It probably would be further out. I miss everyone so very much! I miss the warmth and the sunshine too! I think I might end up out there yet. Life's not over! I have a really hard time busting out my camera since I left Brooks, and when I want to I never do because it's awfully boring here! sure, sure, we have beautiful farms and landscapes... but really, how many times do you want to photograph the same darn thing?! Yeah, a building is a building, but I have yet to find a building out here with as much character as ones in L.A. All this snow makes me want to put my camera away and wait... for what? I have no clue! I'm ready for spring, I'm ready for the plants to grow and bloom. I'm ready for blue skies to mean warmth!

I wish I could have been a fly on the wall at graduation last weekend. I would give almost anything to have been there. Even though I wasn't graduating I wish I could have been there to support the people I had class with for over a year.

I really envy people who have a purpose and know what they want to do in life. Like always, I haven't a clue! Well, besides being a great wife and mom. I know I need to work hard and provide for my family. I do like the job I have now, but I'm not sure it's what I want to do for the rest of my life. Well, we'll have to see what life brings!

The countdown continues!

45 days until the wedding!! 55 days until the honeymoon!!

Sunday

Oh so I wish weekends were three days long... it's Sunday and I'm not feeling having to go to work tomorrow. If only I could get paid the same amount and only work four days a week.... wouldn't  that be nice! Ah Well, I can just keep wishing!

So I had a dream that I was in SB last night and I wanted to cry when I woke up. No such luck, I'm still in the land of the cold and snow! Here's a little something for everyone! I took this a few weeks ago when we had super ridiculous icicles!!

Okay, we are off to Costco today to get some frozen chicken annnnnnnnnnnnndddd Churos!! You really can't go to Costco without getting a churo! Yum yum!!