the days are flying by before I move again... away from my home, away from all that is familiar, away from my family. I hate leaving my family! The memories flood my vision and its all I can do to hold back the tears. Sometimes I let a few sneak by, it does make me feel better but usually I'm at work and it doesn't look good to be sobbing at ones desk... not matter how much you hate your job! I'm on to a new adventure, I'm in Darin's shoes when he moved here with me... I knew where everything was and what the shortcuts are. Now I'll be the newbie learning that "living on a grid system is so much easier".... hmmm this little country girl likes the twisty roads and finds them comforting. I don't think living on a grid is easier... ahhh well. Life's an adventure and I'm taking things one step at a time! I'm just upset and slightly cranky , Darin might say more than slightly, because I hate leaving my family. We have all become so much closer now than we were before and so it hurts even more to leave this time around.
I think I just need to go home and have my wonderful husband hold me and tell me that everything will be alright. Ugh, I feel like such a big baby today!!
everything will work out great darling! We are moving to a place that will afford us a better life and future, that's what I believe! Just remember you aren't leaving all of your family, I'll be with you.
ReplyDeleteI know baby, I couldn't do this without you by my side! I am forever grateful to have you in my life. I love you!! <3
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