Wedding hair

okay so I am growing my hair out so hopefully my bangs will be long enough by the wedding to get this haircut. I'm going to dye my hair lighter than it is normally but not the color that is in the picture. 

50 more days until the wedding!!! 60 days until the honeymoon!!! 

Wedding dress!

So since Justin demanded... here are two pictures of my wedding dress! Annnnnnnnd (tacky I know) the dress is strapless.... those straps are my bra straps >_<  eww!



And my parents thought I should wear these boots with the dress! ha ha ha!! And yes, my dog can fight crime with her eyes! ha ha ha!

After the wedding I will post pictures of everything. I want Darin to take some cool pictures of me in my dress and shoes. 

Kyle, I'm so very sorry but I don't think the shoes come in a 10.5 in mens.... you can always check zappos!! ha ha ha! 

Justin, why thank you sir! =)

Aw man, I'm soooo excited to see you guys again!! Korean BBQ anyone??? Yummmmm! Sushi? Oh dang, I'm hungry now! 

Dinner time!!! <3 

A picture! No way!

So I put up a picture of myself finally!  I took it today at work when I was super bored. I'm really going to try to put up some more photos so you all feel more like you are part of my life! 

Here's what my wedding shoes look like!!!

How cute are they!! I'm soooo excited about them!!! I asked my parents what they thought about them and my mom said they were okay and my dad said they were perfect! I agree with my dad ;) They are super comfy and they fit perfectly, I'm sooo glad I got them! I really didn't want to get boring old plain white shoes that I'm not excited about and I probably won't ever wear them again so I figured that I was going to get super cute shoes that I would wear again and again. I just love them!!

I have to go to bed early tonight... I stayed up super late last night but is was soo worth it! I got to talk to Kyle online for two hours and I'm super happy that I got to! I miss him so very much and I'm so pumped to get to see him in April!!! There will be lots of hugs to go around!

<3 

aw man

geeze, I need to put up some photos tonight on this bad boy... it's all plain and boring with no photo!!!

iPhone

sooooooooooooooo here I am at work super bored and a little frustrated because I have to try to teach myself the new software that we are hoping to get.... and Ijust found out that the calendar in the program sucks.... and that's one of the main reasons why we are getting new software... poop. I just hope we get this figured out soon, preferably before I fall asleep on my desk!

And that brings me to the title of this post, iPhone. I want one. I could be posting this blog on my phone instead of my work computer that is a crappy pc that tries to die almost every day. I can't load Word without it crashing..... it sucks! I use word like 50 times a day!!! And I kinda want to be able to check my facebook while I'm at work with nothing to do without crashing our network... blaaaahhh

ah well... I'll write more tonight! Hopefully the rest of my day will be better!

short one before bed

so I'm super pumped right now because I just talked to kyle wong for almost two hours on ichat.. oh how I miss him!! We had lots of fun. I really can't wait to see him again in April, freaking over a year since the last time I saw him, boo. Anywho, it's really late and I need to be up at 6:15 am... eww. 

goodnight!!

it's been a few days!

So my life is pretty much been more of the same... work Monday through Friday, crash when I get home and then just enjoy my little time I get with Darin on the weekends. But he hasn't been working a lot at UPS lately so I've been able to get more time with him during the week and that has been really nice. I wish that either I could have good benefits with my job or Darin could have a good day job with benefits so he didn't have to work nights, I really miss having him around a lot more! 

I'm super pumped that I'm going to be in California in two months!! I'm sooooo excited to get to see all of my friends again, it has been way to long! I keep having dreams that I get to see you guys and I wake up sad because it was just a dream. wah! Like last night I had a dream that I got to see both Justin and Kyle and we were all so happy to see each other we couldn't stop hugging. I woke up pretty sad, let me tell you! I really wish we all lived closer so we could see each other a lot more often... this once a year shit is not cool!!! 

bah, I have to get ready for the day, I'm still in my jammies, annnd we have to babysit for my boss today from 3:45 to 10 pm! I better get ready!

I love you all!!

blah blah

so 61 more days until the wedding. I need to  buy my shoes (I found the ones I want), make an appointment to discuss flowers..... annnnd I think that really might be it! Wow. We have food pretty much all figured out, Darin has his suit and I have my dress. We need to get our music all planned out and figure out where everyone will stand during the ceremony. My parents house really isn't that big inside! 

okay.... that's it for today, my brain is wandering so I'm going to stop blogging for today!

<3 

Lover's Day!

So it technically is Valentines day! I actually am happy about it this year... I think it's the first year I've been excited about it since elementary school. Darin and I already exchanged cards and I got him a book about samurais! He got me something too but it's not here yet! Buuut he did get me a new cable release for my 4x5!!! I'm super duper excited about that!!! It's just like the old one that I had that was really long that was busted from getting stuck in the case. I love it!! I need to drag my 4x5 out sometime when it gets a bit warmer and go shoot. I really miss it, oh I just live that camera!

Happy Lover's Day Everyone!!!

yummy pie!

So Yesterday I got everything I needed to make a reaspberry pie... or so I thought! I was almost home and I remembered that I needed crisco... and the country store didn't have any. Soooo I couldn't make a pie yesterday.. but I made it tonight!!! And it is ready to be eaten! Yummmmm!!! So it was cooked a little too long but it was still amazing!!! I love raspberry pie! I bet you wish you were here to get a piece of this pie!! yummm!!!

loves!!

wedding presents already?!?!

So yesterday my parents asked Darin and I if we wanted new pots and pans for a wedding present and we were like, yeah sounds great! My mom is also sewing us a new quilt for our bed... I'm super excited for it! Today we went to visit my parents and my Mom yells out "your pots and pans are in the trunk of my car! Grab them and put them in your car to take home!!" Darin and I looked at each other and were like.... cool, we are getting them two months early! It was pretty exciting! And then we cooked diner in one pot and we LOVE them! Costco is amazing. They are Costco brand and super sturdy and nice!

Okay, I'm sure you were really excited to hear about this!

p.s. 68 more days until the wedding!! Wahoo!

ha

okay, maybe no one reads this... oh well!

70 more days until I'm MARRIED!!!!!!

'Night

food time

So, I'm really really ready for it to get warm!!!! This morning when I drove by a thermometer it said it was -2 outside.... like 2 below ZERO!!! ewww!! And it was 8 am, blech. Today has been a pretty boring day, I did some research about a new program that we will be running at work. I really had no idea what I was really looking for so it wasn't very productive. Yeah. 

I'm trying to figure out what to eat for dinner.. hmmm. I don't really have much to eat that I don't have to cook... I really don't feel like cooking. Pretty much I don't want to cook dinner if it's just me, if Darin was here I'd probably be in the kitchen happily cooking dinner. Okay, I'm going to go eat.

Oh, and to the like one person who reads this... thank you!!